So disheartening

Although I do not like where I live and I might as well be in the ghetto, one thing that is good is that I have yet to see any buggies in our apartment, the occasional moth or mosquito will sneak in every once in a while when we have the patio door open of course, but as far as roaches and spiders and scorpions and ... well any other unwanted things in your home I have only seen one, a spider in the shower and that is all! Now I know I am delusional to think that bugs do not get into any house at one point or another, but last night while laying in bed having a blast from the past while watching a movie I liked when I was a teenager (and no I am not going to embarrass myself and tell you which movie it is) I looked over and saw a half dollar sized spider on my wall under my window! WTF... and as much as I don't like to kill any living creature (except for roaches DO not mess with me if you are a roach I really hate you), I am sorry but I cannot have spidey in my room crawling who knows where, so I had to kill the poor girl. I felt kind of bad, but she just couldn't live in my room i am sorry. Any way the point is... well there really isn't a point, just that I am sad that somehow a GIANT spider got into my room AND, that i had to kill her.