Mar 28, 2008

Silly Bridesmaids

The Bridesmaids i swear are higher maintenance than the bride! ha ha just teasin, but I have already had to take 3 of the bridesmaids dresses back and exchange them for different sizes! its been a very tedious little task (considering i find out that they need a different size at different times, so i cant just take them all in and exchange them at once), but oh well. Gives me an excuse to walk around Anthropologie for a while.


Oh how i do adore my bridesmaid's dresses though. I wish i were a bridesmaid in this wedding if i do say so my self he he.

Today wasn't too bad though, I drove down to Lenox mall by myself because mi mama didn't want to go along on the journey, but she gave me her plastic and told me to get myself a wedding shower gift for a shower i have tomorrow, of course i obliged!! I only wish i had a trillion dollars to spend in that store. I'm absolutely smitten!

.. I kinda miss working there

Mar 25, 2008

Some Engagement Photos

Yes, I know, i KNOW... I get married in less than three weeks, and i don't have any engagement pictures on this gizmo. but here you go, a few photos from our engagement session. Enjoy.



Randomness

Nothing really really interesting happened today, but i just feel like writing about it.
It all pretty much started when my mom and i drove all the way to stone mountain to take my dog Lucy to the vet... she has heart wormies, so we took her to a vet in stone mountain because he does the alternative healing as well as standard (Lucy is very high maintenance), And you see, Lucy had a reaction to the standard vaccines a while back and almost died, so my mom has been afraid to vaccinate her ever since then! Well, with little heart wormies, to get rid of the buggers Vaccines are well.. Mandatory i guess you could say.So since we love Lucy that much, we took her all the way to stone mountain.
Well to make a long story short, Pretty much anyone who does the holistic, or alternative healing, can practice on anything either animal or human, so the vet checked me as well... turns out i have a couple issues (not too many though ha ha) and now i gotta drive all the way to stone mountain to see my uh... Vet. ha ha
true story.

Not gonna lie though, I feel pretty good, rejuvenated even if you will... And tomorrow mornin' I'm off to the gym to use my gym pass, yippee!

Mar 23, 2008

I call it an afternoon delight




i really can't express to you the level of zen i am reaching at this very moment...

Neko Case, Strawberry short cake & a theatrical snack with my pal Faye.

ahhhh...







Happy happy Easter

What a great Holiday! Jesus, Bunnies & candy all in one day... doesn't get much better than that ladies and gents. hope you have a great Easter, and try to remember the True meaning of the holiday.





Mar 22, 2008

A father's lesson

I've always loved poetry, what can i say i grew up with them being read to me, but these few poems are some of my favorites. My dad would read them to me when i was younger, and although i didn't really understand them then, i do now and ive grown to love them!



If
If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you
But make allowance for their doubting too,
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise:
If you can dream--and not make dreams your master,
If you can think--and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools:
If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it all on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breath a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on!"
If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with kings--nor lose the common touch,
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you;
If all men count with you, but none too much,
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And--which is more--you'll be a Man, my son!
--Rudyard Kipling

The Highwayman
The wind was a torrent of darkness upon the gusty trees,
The moon was a ghostly galleon tossed upon cloudy seas,
The road was a ribbon of moonlight looping the purple moor,
And the highwayman came riding
-- Riding--riding--
The highwayman came riding, up to the old inn door.
He'd a French cocked hat on his forehead, and a bunch of lace at his chin;
He'd a coat of the claret velvet, and breeches of fine doe-skin.
They fitted with never a wrinkle; his boots were up to his thigh!
And he rode with a jeweled twinkle--
His rapier hilt a-twinkle--
His pistol butts a-twinkle, under the jeweled sky.
Over the cobbles he clattered and clashed in the dark inn-yard,
He tapped with his whip on the shutters, but all was locked and barred,
He whistled a tune to the window, and who should be waiting there
But the landlord's black-eyed daughter--
Bess, the landlord's daughter--
Plaiting a dark red love-knot into her long black hair.
Dark in the dark old inn-yard a stable-wicket creaked
Where Tim, the ostler listened--his face was white and peaked--
His eyes were hollows of madness, his hair like mouldy hay,
But he loved the landlord's daughter--
The landlord's black-eyed daughter;
Dumb as a dog he listened, and he heard the robber say:
"One kiss, my bonny sweetheart; I'm after a prize tonight,
But I shall be back with the yellow gold before the morning light.
Yet if they press me sharply, and harry me through the day,
Then look for me by moonlight,
Watch for me by moonlight,
I'll come to thee by moonlight, though hell should bar the way."
He stood upright in the stirrups; he scarce could reach her hand,
But she loosened her hair in the casement! His face burnt like a brand
As the sweet black waves of perfume came tumbling o'er his breast,
Then he kissed its waves in the moonlight
(O sweet black waves in the moonlight!),
And he tugged at his reins in the moonlight, and galloped away to the west.
He did not come in the dawning; he did not come at noon.
And out of the tawny sunset, before the rise of the moon,
When the road was a gypsy's ribbon over the purple moor,
The redcoat troops came marching--
Marching--marching--
King George's men came marching, up to the old inn-door.
They said no word to the landlord; they drank his ale instead,
But they gagged his daughter and bound her to the foot of her narrow bed.
Two of them knelt at her casement, with muskets by their side;
There was Death at every window,
And Hell at one dark window,
For Bess could see, through her casement, the road that he would ride.
They had bound her up at attention, with many a sniggering jest!
They had tied a rifle beside her, with the barrel beneath her breast!
"Now keep good watch!" and they kissed her. She heard the dead man say,
"Look for me by moonlight,
Watch for me by moonlight,
I'll come to thee by moonlight, though Hell should bar the way."
She twisted her hands behind her, but all the knots held good!
She writhed her hands till her fingers were wet with sweat or blood!
They stretched and strained in the darkness, and the hours crawled by like years,
Till, on the stroke of midnight,
Cold on the stroke of midnight,
The tip of one finger touched it! The trigger at least was hers!
The tip of one finger touched it, she strove no more for the rest;
Up, she stood up at attention, with the barrel beneath her breast.
She would not risk their hearing, she would not strive again,
For the road lay bare in the moonlight,
Blank and bare in the moonlight,
And the blood in her veins, in the moonlight, throbbed to her love's refrain.
Tlot tlot, tlot tlot! Had they heard it? The horse-hooves, ringing clear;
Tlot tlot, tlot tlot, in the distance! Were they deaf that they did not hear?
Down the ribbon of moonlight, over the brow of the hill,
The highwayman came riding
-- Riding--riding--
The redcoats looked to their priming! She stood up straight and still.
Tlot tlot, in the frosty silence! Tlot tlot, in the echoing night!
Nearer he came and nearer! Her face was like a light!
Her eyes grew wide for a moment, she drew one last deep breath,
Then her finger moved in the moonlight--
Her musket shattered the moonlight--
Shattered her breast in the moonlight and warned him--with her death.
He turned, he spurred to the West; he did not know who stood
Bowed, with her head o'er the casement, drenched in her own red blood!
Not till the dawn did he hear it, and his face grew grey to hear
How Bess, the landlord's daughter,
The landlord's black-eyed daughter,
Had watched for her love in the moonlight, and died in the darkness there.
Back, he spurred like a madman, shrieking a curse to the sky,
With the white road smoking behind him and his rapier brandished high!
Blood-red were his spurs in the golden noon, wine-red was his velvet coat
When they shot him down in the highway,
Down like a dog in the highway,
And he lay in his blood in the highway, with the bunch of lace at his throat.
And still on a winter's night, they say, when the wind is in the trees,
When the moon is a ghostly galleon tossed upon cloudy seas,
When the road is a gypsy's ribbon looping the purple moor,
The highwayman comes riding--
Riding--riding--
The highwayman comes riding, up to the old inn-door.
Over the cobbles he clatters and clangs in the dark inn-yard,
He taps with his whip on the shutters, but all is locked and barred,
He whistles a tune to the window, and who should be waiting there
But the landlord's black-eyed daughter--
Bess, the landlord's daughter--
Plaiting a dark red love-knot into her long black hair.
Alfred Noyes

Poetry is thoughts that breathe, and words that burn.

The Road not Taken


Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there,
Had worn them really about the same

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference !

-- Robert Frost (1874–1963)

The Great Escape

My mom and i drove up to Charlotte, NC this weekend for a wedding shower Darin's Grandmother, Mother , and Aunts threw for Darin and I. It was really nice of them and there was a pretty good turn out. It was a good idea for them to throw us a shower up in North Carolina, because it gave my family in NC and Darin's family the opportunity to go to one of my showers and meet one another, I had a really nice time seeing everyone.





I got my hair cut on Friday yey!!!!!


It's my new obsession.







Well this weekend has been a swell one, Thank you everyone who reads this that came this weekend, it really means a lot to Darin and I, and all your gifts will be a HUGE help to us when we first start out! We love you all!

Mar 20, 2008

Rewind

In honor of engaged bloggers everywhere, i guess i should go back a ways and tell you about my sweetie, i have concluded that it's "the cool thing to do" among bloggers.
Well you see, it all started when i visited a little website called E-harmony... No no I'm only kidding haha. I actually met Darin when i traveled up to Washington D.C. for one of my friend's weddings. All the girls (the four of us that is) drove up to D.C. in one car, and all the guys (five to be exact) drove up in another car (or lack there of)... sorry that really was irrelevant, but it really was a sight to see.. five rather large guys (some tall... some wide) crammed into a tiny little Honda. Hahaha.
Well once we all arrived in D.C. i got to meet everyone... technically just Darin (he was the only one who i didn't know who they were). He was this tall quiet kid, cute i guess, but i wasn't really lookin. You see I was in the process of preparing to go on a mission.. But in a series of events IE: car rides that last eight hours in the early morning, and the only thing we can resource to to stay awake is our imaginations and our quite disturbing senses of humor, wedding reception situations you can't help but laugh at, miniature golf excursions, and beach trips. We fell in love somewhere along the way, And the rest is history.
Now we're about to be married in the same place we met ( Washington D.C. LDS temple) on April 12th 2008, and i couldn't be happier.






hair blues

Two hours thirty five or so minutes and thirty seven seconds and counting (well not really), till i leave for Charlotte. I have a bridal shower in Gastonia, NC on Saturday. Darin's grandmother and aunt are throwing it for me. But what I'm really excited for is my hair cut, I think my hair is shouting for joy too! My poor poor hair hasn't had any TLC in i dunno how long... oh the joys of letting your hair grow.
I'm pretty excited to see Darin too... I guess.
just kiddin' man.

Mar 19, 2008

Curious

so in the essence of boredom, i decided to give this blog thing a go. I've never tried it before and decided I'd bore whomever reads this as well as myself with my ramblings, at least for a little while (I'm still not sure about just anyone being able to read whatever i have to say, however lame or insightful it may be).